Monday, October 26, 2009

Horrible

She's 57. She's only 57.
"I'm 57, Rebecca! I still have a life to lead. I'm only 57!"

This is horrible. She is so angry with me. She has resorted to lying and begging and yelling. What am I to do but protect her body from her mind in the best way I know how to? This is horrible.

Forgive me for not returning phone calls. Forgive me for not blogging. Please. I have my thick soul shell up. I can't cry yet, so I can't talk to you Sweet People who love me so, yet. Know that I love you and am grateful for your attention. Don't give up on me.
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14 comments:

  1. AngieOctober 26, 2009 at 1:42 PM

    ((((Hugs)))))

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  2. MelOctober 26, 2009 at 2:12 PM

    Never :)

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  3. Ms. MoonOctober 26, 2009 at 2:26 PM

    We're here, darling. I wish we could help.

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  4. lesboOctober 26, 2009 at 6:31 PM

    no way we'll give up.
    hold on tight.

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  5. small town dykeOctober 26, 2009 at 6:41 PM

    good luck and know that we are here!

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  6. AnnaOctober 26, 2009 at 7:16 PM

    (((hugs))) from me too!

    I'll keep hugging until you can hug back.

    Sending lots of love to everyone.

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  7. AnonymousOctober 26, 2009 at 8:01 PM

    Wow....only 57 !?!?! No wonder there's a fight.

    Hoping you the best. You're not far so don't even try to get away.

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  8. shane rocketOctober 26, 2009 at 8:20 PM

    we love you tons girl.
    we will be here when you come back.
    call if you need to vent.
    big super hugs from us.
    you are doing the right thing.

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  9. anekeOctober 27, 2009 at 12:04 AM

    Oh Becca. This makes me want to cry.
    You're on my mind and in my heart constantly XX

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  10. kimOctober 27, 2009 at 7:23 AM

    Becca, reading this makes my heart break for you...I'll be here for you whatever way I can :)

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  11. michelleOctober 27, 2009 at 8:38 AM

    It is horrible. And IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. Remember that, cause so often it's so easy for us to think that it is. It's not your fault. Regardless of what happens.

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  12. NulaanneOctober 27, 2009 at 9:12 AM

    Hold fast, watch the sun rise and know as it does there are those who think of you.

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  13. CJOctober 27, 2009 at 10:19 AM

    Um, life comes before blogging. Hang in there, we would never give up on you...I think of you often...

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  14. Laura LeeOctober 27, 2009 at 11:12 AM

    hang in there, honey. something will make you laugh. maybe it's Dawg calling on her Bitches, maybe its the dog licking its butt... the dam may break... someday your light will burst out and shine again.

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